I am just not the kind of girl that boys love. I am not pretty, and I have no personality. I get sad all the time. I try to have fun, I really do. But all I can do is plaster a smile on my face and call it good. I try to become close with boys. I literally lend them my heart, but none of them take it. The boys I fall for never love me back and that hurts. All of my friends say,”Oh come on, you aren’t ugly.” But I am. I don’t say it for attention. I literally stand in front of my mirror and cry because I hate myself so much. The idea that I am a good person and have so much love to give, but no one will ever want it because of the way I look and the way I am. It actually is killing me inside. I am only seventeen but I feel as though my life is near over because of all the s*** I have had to deal with you know? I really just want it all to be over in a way. Why am I even alive if I have to struggle all the time
Hey there 🙂 . You seem like a nice person 🙂 . Care to talk to me?
Ps you are amazing! 17 and almost no swear words, hard to find people like u where I’m from 🙂
Btw cheer up, you won’t die alone, everyone has a soul mate, you just need to find yours 🙂 and you still have lots of time.
I know you feel hopeless right now but believe me, the right person will come! You’re not alone, i feel like that a lot of times.. But have hope! Never lose hope, and please always see yourself as a beautiful person, because i’m sure you are!